Wednesday, December 29, 2004


Thot: "When in a sheet=storm,

remember to carry a big shovel."


Title: Loving The Waiting

Mood: resigned and/or apprehensif

Food: a bit of everything except an

infusionary milk=shake.

Noise: tears, beeps, the gentle

Voices of Dedicated Professionals...

Vision: Heaven is like this---a

simple Awakening followed by nervous

action...then, a profound patience for

all the things Which only G can

Provide. Beautiful time!



I've done this before. I know I

have. It's not so much difficult

as slightly maddening. Things

you wanted to do pile up along

side things you just forgot to do.

Meanwhile, the person you're

paying the most attention to is

doing all of the heavy lifting.

It's their life and you are just a

member of it. Their measure of

Moments is slight and your

perception of passage of time

is sublimated to their epic

struggle. And there is only so

much the observing Advocates

can do. Blessed Mystery^^


You meet the best people on the

Illustrious Care Unit~from the

Care=givers to the other family

participants of recently joined

catastrophe. It's more than a club,

an's a large and

Beautiful empathic humanic

collectif Fusion of souls! And it

serves the heavylifters well in

each & every Moment of Life.

As long as they, and we join this

epic struggle to its best & worst

ends...Well, the action some=how

is eternally unforgotten.

Writ large, that is, Beyond our

Understanding of it. And i suppose

that is the Way which our Grand

Advocate intended for purpose.

Only G would know^


Hane is holding her own with

angels i have not met; her sister

is joining her in ways i forgot to

ask their history of... and the

family of our troubled Reunion

is greater by Measures that i

cannot predict. Yet, the werld

and filosofy carries on within

and without such Things.

It pondres my spirit=travels.


Tonight, i shall dream of


29 December, 2004




viviansullinwank said...

{{{{{ Slac }}}}}

Just stopping by for a long overdue visit. May G be with you.


cneinhorn said...

{{{{Slac}}}}} may miracles occur... so much sadness lately....::sigh::


uscga1995 said...

Closely following the hard fought battle of Grandma Hane...  Warm prayers are overflowing from the bayous of Louisana and the unusually snowy shores of South Texas!  Give her a big big kiss from the bayou relatives (especially 2 yr old future capsizer....he gives great kisses!).


ondinemonet said...


I am dropping by to let you know I am thinking of you and keeping you close in my thoughts. Sending warmth and love your way. You have brought me many smiles this past year, I hope 2005 treats you with love.

Always, Carly

floralilia said...

kiss the cheek of the matriarch for me...

we're with you slac..

karensull12 said...

My thoughts are with you and your family.

slacbacmac said...

Take Note & Remember that there is
Brightness in every journey.
Incremental progress looks good on
heavy=lifters.  Fambly! Love!
{i'll post more tomorro}

ckays1967 said...


May God hold you in the palm of His hand and may the wind your feel remind you of the sweet breathe of Life.


sunflowerkat321 said...

I am thinking about you and your family....and hoping to hear good news that Hane is improving.  Best wishes to you and your loved ones for the new year Slac.  You are a wonderful soul that I feel privledged to have met.

{{{{HUGS}}}} and smooches!!

slacbacmac said...

NB: there IS a filosfy which describes & discerns
THAT "Any=thing is possible."  It is less=the=never
and Irregardless of what is Happening currently.
NOW, today, i understand & get it much^

musenla said...

What a touching entry, my dear Slac.  My heart goes out to you and your family on this bittersweet reunion, I hope it was under happier circumstances.  I continue to hope and pray for Hane.

deabvt said...

ok, nuf tears from me not often enuf.
Beautiful, slac...prayers keepacomin`


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