Thot: "When in a sheet=storm,
remember to carry a big shovel."
Title: Loving The Waiting
Mood: resigned and/or apprehensif
Food: a bit of everything except an
Noise: tears, beeps, the gentle
Voices of Dedicated Professionals...
Vision: Heaven is like this---a
simple Awakening followed by nervous
action...then, a profound patience for
all the things Which only G can
Provide. Beautiful time!
I've done this before. I know I
have. It's not so much difficult
as slightly maddening. Things
you wanted to do pile up along
side things you just forgot to do.
Meanwhile, the person you're
paying the most attention to is
doing all of the heavy lifting.
It's their life and you are just a
member of it. Their measure of
Moments is slight and your
perception of passage of time
is sublimated to their epic
struggle. And there is only so
much the observing Advocates
can do. Blessed Mystery^^
You meet the best people on the
Illustrious Care Unit~from the
Care=givers to the other family
participants of recently joined
catastrophe. It's more than a club,
an association...it's a large and
Beautiful empathic humanic
collectif Fusion of souls! And it
serves the heavylifters well in
each & every Moment of Life.
As long as they, and we join this
epic struggle to its best & worst
ends...Well, the action some=how
is eternally unforgotten.
Writ large, that is, Beyond our
Understanding of it. And i suppose
that is the Way which our Grand
Advocate intended for purpose.
Only G would know^
Hane is holding her own with
angels i have not met; her sister
is joining her in ways i forgot to
ask their history of... and the
family of our troubled Reunion
is greater by Measures that i
cannot predict. Yet, the werld
and filosofy carries on within
and without such Things.
It pondres my spirit=travels.
Tonight, i shall dream of
29 December, 2004